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he finally received the call he’d been longing for.
since middle school i have seen, heard, and witnessed as this boy tried to pursue his dream.

he worked for it, and he deserves it more than anyone i know
i was there as everyone told him to quit, as they said his dream would never come true, to stay in school and do everything the old fashion way.

i was there as he was put down by even the closest people to him.

he never listened.

he pursued his dream
i my self never made anything of it, he would show me his songs as if i was his number one fan.

i would give him feed back and he would take it, this kid never gave up. he did it alone, with the help of no one and i mean “no one” he saved up to buy his first 2 mics
day and night, his door would be closed, as he spent time in his room rehearsing his songs, writing new lyrics, he’d ignore people for days and avoid contact, working in his room or as he calls it “his world” if anyone deserves success and fame its this guy,
he never gave up he never took anyones criticisms, he just shrugged it off and kept on going.

i remember being in english class with him, and every day he would sit there avoiding his assignment because he was working on a new song, and every day he would call me over to his table so i could read his new song.

some days he would show up to class and others he wouldn’t.

his plan was to drop out and work on his music
his lyrics on life and our family are so strong, he delivers a story with every song,
the family was upset at him for dropping out.
4 years of striving. 4 years of hard work. 4 years of being put down
my brother, proud to call him that, worked his way to the top
living by the phrase “never give up, hard work pays off, stay far from timid, only do it if your hearts in it” and the term “sky’s the limit”
he showed and proved to me that any dream is reachable if you really desire it and work for it.

nothings ever easy, he deserves this and my family as well as i are proud of him.

he came into my room with tears of joy as he got off the phone from the ambitious records president. crying, cheering, yelling, he was so happy and proud of himself and so was i.

we immediately called our family, they were so proud of him, my brother will live on to be one of the greatest with his potential
the newest member of the ambitious record group.

Mo$ Badu……

my brother.

Montez

YOU ARE THEE WORST FRIEND ON PLANET EARTH!.

i sincerely mean that from the bottom of my heart(“:

you know just recently it began occuring to me that you may be the reason why he hates me so much..

ofcourse!. youre the only one that has any sort of communication with him and knows about my feelings towards him.

the idea began to sproutthe day he walked out of the gig because he saw me..

that was a blow to the chest.

it somewhat ruined the rest of my night.

and when i let it all out at the end i thought of light.

YOU

you told him, everything!.

you did it again +__+

would’ve thought you learned your lesson by now but nooooo

i began to think/say why does he hate me so much?!.

i mean what did i do to him that was so horrible?!.

ive never even had a continuous conversation with the guy!.

but yet he wont give me a chance to even be his acquaintance!.o”:< 

but ofcourse, .. “f___ what you hear”

someone must have mal-informed him over me D;

and that, ofcourse, is where you come in!.:D

also the fact that you didnt question my “date” with him, your too nosy not too question, of course you didn’t, you knew before i even suspected.

but thats not even why i made my decision towards you o;

oh no!.:D

the reason why was based on todays discovery t;

aahhh yes the little bullshit lie you gave me you dirty perve!.

you promised you wouldnt look through my personal things but wait!, did you keep that promise?. naahhh just like the rest, they were broken!.(:

your exuse for seeing the only hidden item there was that your work just happened to land there right?.

bullshit. 

why not the beggining?. or the end?. seriously the end of the middle section?.

in not stupid you asshole.

i should’ve stopped trusting you the second time you failed me..

basically that and all the other horrible things you’ve done pushed me.

you are no longer my friend, less say my bestfriend.

and im not going to notify you of this because youre going to question, act scared and like you care so you can keep using me.

nope!

im done with you, and your crave for the sympathy you dont need.

i can honestly say your the “bestfriend” that has hurt me the most and ruined my chances of being happy with someone say around 3-4 times?..

i hope i never have to endure another conversation with you again

goodbye you monster..